Update!

I've been gone for a minute but I'm back!! So much has happened! Graig is about to be 1, he's walking and getting into EVERYTHING. He's enjoying his summer.. he's such a little fish. And today I was dumped! I know I had to throw that in there. I was woken up at 5am and told it's over.. but the damage is done. I forgave and tried to move on from finding nude pics of girls.. I get a random "im bored" text from a guy friend and don't respond and he ends it. So I'm beginning to think it's definitely meant to be over. The part that saddens me is how much Graig loves him and how good he is with Graig. Luckily, Graig won't remember but I don't want to be that parent that brings people in and out of his life. Considering we started dating when i was 7 months pregnant, I thought we'd end up together if we made it through a baby that's not even his. He's around 100% more than the actual father. I asked Donny if he'll at least go to Graig's birthday party and celebrate the 1st year of his life and he didn't answer. I realize we can't be together because the trust is gone on both ends, but considering Donny is the only person my son lights up to when he sees and dies giggling and jumping.. I'd love to remain friends. I don't believe in the ex can be friends thing, but if we were to go to a park every other week or so something with Graig I think that'd be fine. Part of me doesn't feel like it's over for good, but then again I refuse to let it settle in my mind.